Been Awhile

It's been a long time since I've written in my journal. The last 3 months or so I had been in a relationship of sorts. I wasn't sure how things would work out, and it seem prudent to not speculate so publicly and honestly on how things where going.

Long story short, things didn't work out. While I think this person had some feelings for me, I think they mostly saw me as a meal ticket. After breaking up with her, she was still asking me for money. The last and most disturbing of these requests was to be in exchange for "pussy payments." I did not take her up on the offer and requested she not call me again.

Right now there are three ladies interested in me, but they all come with huge red flags attached. One lives here in Champaign, Ill. Another lives in Danville (about 30-40 miles away) and another lives in New York City. This last one I have not met yet, but have a previous girlfriend who wants to play matchmaker. The one here in town is friends with my last girlfriend, so you can imagine the red flags there. And the one in Danville is so immature acting it is hard to describe, plus is constantly begging for money and gifts. She is by far the youngest, and I keep hoping she'll grow out of this annoying phase (a wane hope perhaps, since she is young compared to me, but no kid), so I haven't severed ties completely, but let her know constantly that we can only be friends for now.

That's enough for now. It may be a while before I write again. Most likely my next post will be a postmortem of one of these tentative relationships.